| -All good things must come to an End- |
[09 Mar 2004|08:36pm] |
Well, this is my last entry. I'd rather not put my day and whatnot in here anymore, just got old. People like to read and spread stupid nonsense.
Good-Bye All.
Loves.<3
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[28 Feb 2004|09:12am] |
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Well, yesterday I went to schoool, mmmkay, no.
I then had to stay after til almost 4 taking a Science test, got to my grandmas, everyone was going to the mall, and me and melanie were supposed to, so I called my mom and she okayed it.
Well, my sister need to go to, so I went with her around 4:45, we shopped, bought a thing, haha. A very pretty one might I add, and she left at 6, I went to Borders to meet up with my hot and sexy friends, which includes: the hottie Josh, Melanie V, Chelsea M, Paolina, Chelsie W, Chelsea T, Jared, Louis, and Mike, and i'm hopinh I didnt forget anyone<3 and so we have this lil pow wow thing going on in Borders, and we're loud as hell. And then me and Josh went outside to wait for Melanie and he had to give me his coat because I was freeezing my ass off. when she got there, he piggy backed me back inside:)
Adventually, Chelsie W, Melanie V, Jared, Paolina, and Chelsea M all left.
so then Josh bought nummy fooooood, and then Mike and Josh started fighting,, and we some dad told them to calm down, haha.
and then Chelsea T left at some point, and we went out in the mall and just ummm, did stuff. And we saw MIRANDA!!!!!!!! yay! she's soooo pretty:)
yup.
then I came home, to find out, Matt, Ren, and soemone else stopped by and I missed them:-[
And got into an argument...hmmmm....
so those things sucked butt.
and we're babysitting a puppy for the weekend, and he's soo adorable<3
I'm done, good-bye all
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[27 Feb 2004|06:30am] |
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hmm, yesterday I went to school, and ummm yea... then I went to my grandmas and Matt and Brad came over again! I had to call Mike, and we talked for a little bit...and then i Had to eat. I came back down, and stole the ball matt and brad were playing with, and Brad tryed some wrestling stuff on me and OW! and I stole it a few more time and he did more moves on me..haha. Then I was jsut standing, and Matt decides to talk a book and hit my ass with it really hard, which hurt, then Brad thinks that sounds like fun, so he takes Matt's shoe, and hits my ass with it, OOWWWWWWWWWW! by this time my ass is really red and hurts like hell, and Brad takes his shoe and does it AGAIN! pain, alot, of pain. Then Rob came and me Matt Brad and Haley got into yet another snowball fight, hahaha. Then we left, picked up Mike, and he helped me with History and then Math, and then he went home around 9.<3
hehehe, I love my friends!
...I'm Lucky!....
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[25 Feb 2004|06:27am] |
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Well, Haven't updated this in a while.
I got back from Florida Sunday 3 A.M.
they lost our luggage, but I got it back now.:)
Yesterday I went to school, Matt and Brad were there after, and then I went to my grandmas, and Matt and Brad came over. haha, i love them. My brotha's such a pimp. Well, they played with bouncy balls, then me and haley joined and we sat on the floor and attacked Brad by pinching him, but he tickled us, so we had a reason! Then, we went outside and had a snowball fight! Man, those are fun, even though we waited to have one when theres like no snow left, it worked anyways!! I got soaked worse than Haley! unfair!=P
Overall, i just love matt and brad, they're hilarious.
So i came home, talked online and on the fone, same old stuff.
Today will just be plain.
good-bye folks.
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[12 Feb 2004|03:58pm] |
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NO!
pooooooooooooopers
today i got hurt in gym haha, so bryan hadta carry my fat assO:-) ooh how I love Bryan!:)
I'm not so sure on what to do anymore...:-/
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[09 Feb 2004|03:34pm] |
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I AM: sick
I THINK: i need sleep
I KNOW: you
I WANT: him
I HAVE: boobs, more one than the other.
I WISH: I could see Daniel
I HATE: people who get mad at you for something stupid.
I MISS: Daniel
I FEAR: death
I HEAR: dr phil<3
I WONDER: about life
I REGRET: being stupid
I LOVE: Tiffany
I ALWAYS: think
I DANCE: never
I CRY: often
I DO NOT ALWAYS: tell the truth
I CONFUSE: most of you
I LISTEN: when i want to
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: in my basement
I NEED: happiness
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: alot of things.
[ DESCRIBE? YOUR ]
[Jewelry worn daily]: earings
[Pillow cover]: white
[Shoes]: which pair? i have black ones, tennies, ummn, lots
[Cologne/Perfume]: deordant, guys speedstick
[CD in stereo right now]: uhh. I think a bunch of burned ones
[Piercings]: 4 in one, 2 in the other
[Hair]: dark reddish/brown, blonde highlights
[What you are wearing now]: my uniform
[In my mouth]: black grapes
[In my head]: my brain
[Wishing]: I had no homework
[After this]: i'm going to eat more
[Talking to]: melanie
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: hopefully seeing daniel. washington. florida in like 11 days.
[The last thing you ate?]: black grapes
[Something that you are deathly afraid of]: dying or losing someone i love.
[Do you believe in love]: yes
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: it could happen.
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: yes, PEOPLE SHOULD TRY IT!
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: another dog. or a monkey
[What are 3 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?]:Licoln Park, Lincoln Park, and, Lincoln Park
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: chocolate
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: relationships.
[ in the last 24 hours .. have you .. and what/why?]
1. Cried: uh huh
2. Bought something: food
3. Gotten sick: yep
4. Sang: probably
5. Eaten: der
6. Been kissed: almost
7. Felt stupid: yes
8. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: yep
9. Met someone new: umn, no..
10. Moved on: no
11. Talked to an ex: yep
12. Missed an ex: yea
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: yep
14. Had a serious talk: uh huh
15. Missed someone: yes
16. Hugged someone: many
17. Fought with your parents: no
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yep
[ w h o ]
01. Have you known the longest: umn, known? i dont know. been best frends with, Mike.
02. Do you argue the most with: probsbly Mikr
03. Do you always get along with: no one
04. Is the most trustworthy: hmmn. Daniel/Melanie
05. Makes you laugh the most: Mike
06. Has been there through all the hard times: Mike
08. Has the coolest siblings: ummmn, Melanie?
09. Is the most blunt: me
10. Is the smartest: Daniel
[ p e r s o n a l ]
01. Who is your role model: man o man. I dont know.
02. What is some of your pet peeves: myself. immaturity, brains.
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: umm. maybe??
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yea, too many times
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after:? nope
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): yep
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: yep
08. dumper or dumped: probably dumper
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": rather..relationship...end up with:hookup
10. Want someone you don't have right now: yea
12. Do you want to get married: yep
13. Do you want kids: probably
14. Do you believe in psychics: maybe
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: its possible
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance?: hmmm. my hair i guess.
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: um, i dont know?
18. Are you happy with you: sometimes
19. Are you happy with your life: mostly
>Birthdate: 12-2-89
>Birthplace: toledo, ohio
>Current Location: allen park
>Eye Color: hazel
>Hair Color: darkish red/brown, blonde highlights, dark underneath
>Righty or Lefty: righty
>Zodiac Sign: sagitarious
>Innie or Outie: innie:-[
>>Two-describe<<
>Your hair: hott
>Your eyes: color changing
>Your fears: death
>Your perfect pizza: ham and cheese, cold, in my basement, with melanie chelsie and tiffany
>>Three-what is<<
>Your most overused phrase on aim: lol
>Your thoughts first waking up: take a bath, or sleep
>The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: height
>Your best physical feature: hair! grr!
>Your bedtime: when i want to go to bed
>>Four- You prefer<<
>Pepsi or coke: COKE!
>Mcdonalds or BurgerKing: mickeyD's
>Single or group dates: group right now
>Adidas or Nike: neither
>Chocalate or Vanilla: chocolate by far
>Cappucino or coffee: yucky
>Boxers or briefs: BOXERS!=P
>>Five- do you<<
>smoke: no!
>Take a shower everyday: yep
>Have a crush on someone: a crush? hehe *blushes*...maybe
>Do you think you've been in love: maybe
>Want to go to college: mmmmhmmm
>Want to get married: yes
>Type with your fingers on the right keys: huh?
>Believe in yourself: ummm, no, not really
>Think your attractive: definately not
>Get along with your parents: mostly
>Like thunderstorms: NO!:-[
>>Six- In the past 6 months, did/have you (a month tells of nothing) <<
>drink: NO!
>smoke: NOO!
>done a drug: NEVER!
>made out: yea
>Go to the mall: yep
>Eaten a entire box of oreos: nope
>Eaten sushi: eww
>Made homemade cookies: yep
>Been in love: ummm, i dont know.
>Dyed you hair: yep
>Played a game that required removal of clothing: yep
>Been caught "doing something": caught...no...
>Been called a tease: i dont recall, maybe
>Gotten beat up: nope
>Changed who you were to fit in: NO!
>>Eight- the future<<
>Age you hoped to be married: when i'm ready
>Numbers and names of children: 2, Cody Michael, Vata Marie
>How do you want to die: i don't
>What do you want to be when you grow up: i'm not going to grow up
>What country would you most like to visit: Australia
>Best eye color: dark
>Best hair color: brown
>Short or long hair: hmmmn, girls, long, guys, whichever looks best on them
>Best height: taller than me
>Best article of clothing: who wants clothes?
>>Ten- number of<<
>Girls you've kissed: 3 i think
>Number of girls made out with: almost 1 i guess.
>Number of boys you've kissed: 3
>Number of boys you've made out with: 2
>Number of drugs taken illegally: NONE!
>Number of people you can trust with your life: 6
>Number of piercings: 6
>Number of tattoos: 0
>Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: like, 4 or 5?
>Who do you like: hmmn, Daniel():-)
>Who likes you: i don't know!
>What do you want to do: homework, eat, sleep
>Who do you never get sick of: Mike, actually
>Do you sleep on your back, belly or side: all
>Do you like water:
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[07 Feb 2004|09:10pm] |
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Well, I allready typed this out once, but hell! why not to it again!
Yesterday we had no schoool, so i talked on the phone and cleaned. I attempted to sleep, but my phone rang every 2 seconds, so that was pointless.
I then got ready and we picked up Chelsie, after me and my dad going the wrong way, deciding we need gas, and me forgetting my slip we adventually got there.
so at the dance we went in, and I felt like a 3rd wheel for a hwile. so that was fun. Melanie had Mike, Tiffany had anyone haha, and Chelsie had Jared, but i mostly talked to chelsie. but i got so bored I called like 47587468947 people.
Then Tiffany adn I decided we were not going to be bored anymore, and we showed everyone how to dance...dirty! hehe.
we then dacned 3 way with a 12 yr old and an 11 yr old. hmmmmn.
we came back to my house, ate, alot, laughed, talked, cried, hahaha, yes, we all 4 cried after Heaven 9/11 Remix and we decided we never wanted to grow up.
we then stopped crying, ate, played truth or dare jenga, put in titanic, and me and tiffany watched pretty much the whole thing....and then me and tiffany slept on my couch<3 well, until tifffany couldnt sleep and played frogger and then fell asleep in the chair, and melanie and chelsie slept on the floor.
woke up, melanie left, and rob bought us dog nuts (doughnuts) and then they left.
I then attempted to sleep about 4 times and adventually did with my baby. had an extremely bad nightmare where i got really sick and died. woke up crying...and then went to practice.
I am now here, feeling really sick, and wanting to sleep.
[ You'll never know just how much I miss you
You'll never know just how much I care
And if I tried, I still couldn't hide my love for you
You ought to know, for haven't I told you so
A million or more times? ]
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[03 Feb 2004|08:41pm] |
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Things are slowly working out even though I did something I shouldn't have.
I'm sorry..
Let's see how this one ends. *sigh*
LilMexicanSofi24: u r a very sweet person
LilMexicanSofi24: i love u for that
LilMexicanSofi24: n i if i didnt meet u i wouldt have such an awesome soulsissy
^i love her!
Miss you...
..need you
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hahahahaha yesterday was fun!
I woke up erly, and got ready, then at 12 me my mom my rob and my baby went up to the school for openhouse. then my daddy and eveerybody came, and i talked with them. and leftt hem. then i went to my game, and i sat on the bench AGAIN! man, I'm gettin to be a good benchwarmer! I was sitting there laughing practically the whole time. OH! but don't let me fool you! I did go in for about 12 seconds in one quarter and about 1 minute in another!
then i got chanegd, found melanie and matt. and i was with them then we went into the lobby where there was the hottie Mike, Joe Vega, Jared, Chelsie and umn, maybe Louis and Jimmy? and Christen... and well then i got my hair spray out right, and i sprayed them all b/c i'm cool like that, and then mike and matt put me to the ground and almost killed me witith my own hairspray! i was like o hell no you didnt! but they did. and then the wonderful decided to take my deodorant and put it on my shirt so it looks like i dont know how to put it on! and then I had my mind set on having a snowball fight. and Chelsie was all up for it, but nooo! noone else would so me and her run outside and we both bend over to get a snowball, and of corse where i go its all ice, so i was like oh no! and she whammed one at my ass and it went down my pants! ooooh! that was cold.
so then we went in because it was coold, brrrrr. and we started watching the game. then mike and his team had to go into the locker room. and then, Jocob tels me too looks by the bleachers, so I do! and what is it! its mikes christmas gift got him! so i ut it on my head and pretended i was crying, and then Mike stle them and sed it wasnt his fault.
well, anywho lets move on!
so then we're watching the boys game, and i'm too hyper for my own good, along with Melanie Vargo so sheshoppin all aorund and man oh man. it was great. we played St. Stans and they have some ugly cheerleaders! and the one, Katrina, was boppin her head at me saying crap, we're just cracking up at her stupidity, and then Derek, the 4th grader, starts yelling at him it was great. hahahahahaha.
the game ended and mike came out and gave me all his seat after a nice bug hug. and then his mommy came and stole him away, and then he gave me another big sweaty hug so I probably smelt....heh.
then i came home, ate chicken salad, and went online.
the end.:)
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I'm updating now, because I won't feel like doing it later.
So far I've cleaned and ate today, and around 5 I'm going to my dad's to watch John and Heather and keep Billy and Martha in line, ha=P
tomorrow should be fun<3
....i love this song!
Angel in disguise
Stories in his eyes
Love for every true heart that it sees.
Was it just a lucky day
That it turned to look my way
Or is it Heaven right before my very eyes.
He showed me all new things
The shimmer of moonbeans
I was blind, but now he's helped me see.
I was lost but now I'm found
His happiness surrounds
And now I find that my dreams can come true.
Cause I'm gonna love you for the rest of my life
I'm holding you safe here in this heart of mine
I can't live without you cause my soul would die
You know I'm telling the truth, I'll spend the rest of my life loving you
It didn't start this way
It happened just one day
You smiled at me and I saw you, differently.
Now I'm a tremble just to be
A part of you as we
Begin a life that's sure to never end.
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[30 Jan 2004|11:06pm] |
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let's see...
yesterday was fun and exciting, I went to school, Mike gave me my late christmas gift, the Hot Hot Heat CD and a purple teddy:)<3 I'm giving him his on Sunday.. then I went to my grandmas and MATTHEW CAME OVER!!!! oooh, how I miss my big brother<3 yea, I tried attacking witht the buttery butter knife...but no! the man stole it and planned a sneak attack! in the end i had a blob of butter on my forehead, heh. then i went home, chelsie came by at 7:30, and rob took us to our scrimmage, lets not even get into that.
Today was goood. I miss all but one of my morning classes to work in the office. then went and did art. blah. went to my grandmas, then melanie picked me up and we headed to our adventure at the mall!
We got there, did nothing to exciting, except we were walking and holding hands and stuff and Anthony saw and told matt! oh no! we turned lesbian at the mall!=P
then, another adventure! we found short skirts and pretty shirts and went and chaged togetehr in a dressing room, we were getting it on like donkey kong, baby!
another adventure....UDNERWEAR LOOKING! oohhh, hell yea, we looked at lots of those:)
then..the food court! oooh thats where it al goes down! we decided we needed ice cream, so we're in line, and my wonderful Juan frend comes up and smiles and taps my shoulder and told me i was very beautiful, hehe.
so we're sitting eating ice cream, and messy me, i drip it all over, so melanie's adventure started! she runs aroudn trying to find napkins...adventually, finds some guys who say she has to pay for them! and they were syco, i wasnt there, but ooooh, they were...
so she brings me my napkins, tells me the story, so me, i have to go by the potato places, and soem freaky man starts saying stuff about nerds to uus!! {informing you melanie had an i <3 nerds shirt on} and we walk by cracking up to where i almost choke.
oooh! but theres more!
DYKE TIME!
we were sitting..and some guy started looking at us werdly, very werdly, and i knew what he thought, so me and melanie got into it! we gave him an eyeful! he was runnign into things and it was great.
he stared for quite a while
then there was another! he was looking, and i waved, and he turned.
then we were at the door, almost going home, and some guy starts mumbling things to us, andventually we found out he wanted a ciggy, but we had none....the guy then mumbles to other people.
so we're standing there and the guy from erlier yells "DYKES!" and i was skaing my head yes, and he was making strange hand motions..
haha, great night with my best frend<3
.....I miss you....
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[28 Jan 2004|04:57pm] |
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yesterday was a snow day, thank god, I wasn't in need of human contact. I went to my grandmas, slept, ate junkfood, watched T.V.. then at 3 I went to practice, then we took mike and chelsie home, then i came home, went online, ate junkfood, *sigh*
today, i went to school, nothing much happened, put on a happy act, boy I'm getting good at this..
I'm not so sure of myself anymore. I used to be happy and laughy all the time. There wasnt much that could bring me down, I didnt care if I wasn't the prettiest person alive or if I was a bitch once in a while. I was okay with myself, even more than okay. Then evrything changed, I dont know when or how or why. It's like I'm not even me anymore, I go to school and basketball, and noone could truley tell how I feel inside. I really hate complaining, but I guess this comes with the new me.
I've pretty much given up on guys. I'll like 'em, yea, I may flirt and what not, but I don't think I'll date a guy for while.
As most people know I have an iterest in girls, and now it's getting stronger, of coarse melanie and I both agree that it won't last, I mean, I'm sure one day that special guy will come and we'll hit it off. But until then, screw men, they bring heartache.
I'm sick and tired of all the troubles guys cause. They lie, lead you on, confuse you, mislead you, break your heart, act like jerks, are ashamed of you, want to keep some things a secret, claim they love you then the next day they love someone else, tell you you mean the world to them then dump you in 3 weeks, who needs that shit anyway?
I'm not saying any of this for pity, attention, or for you to feel sorry for me, so don't go off thinking that bullshit. But I got this journal to write whatever I feel, and If I want to vent and complain, well then I'm going to, and if you don't fucking like it, then don't read it.
The End.
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Today was interesting I gues. Hurt my arm in basketball, it shall ive, no more pain now...
Years ago I said that it cuts like a knife
and oh how right I was
Now I have cut myself with a knife again
just for you, my lady
and there is blood everywhere
what went wrong?
I can't sing this song anymore, my love
for it leaves a nasty stain
I will faint before the dawn
oh the pain
oh the pain
oh the pain
where..will i be?
when theres pain as far as eyes can see?
stand in line for days and nights
making up lost time
and this is how i feel
so then cut these loveless wrists
my head sure hurts today..
i'll take another 20 pills to try and make my troubles go away
i once felt strong
it wouldn't last for long
wrap my hands around my neck
kill myself again
cut my arms with the
biggest knife that i can stand
why waste time
lifting my head
keep it down
save face instead
i once felt strong
it wouldn't last for long
wrap my hands around my neck
kill myself again
cut my arms with the
biggest knife that i can stand
It's more then i can stand
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Friday I went to school...then i went to my grandmas and slept..woke up, my family was there, ate dinner, then me my mom my rob and my uncle dork all went to go watch haley at her game. then we came home and i had to sit in front between my uncle and my stepdad...that...was...interesting...we got to my grandmas, and ate cake and ice cream, then me and rob and baby left in one ar, and my sister drove my mom in the other car. when me and rob got home, i sat in the car with baby, he shoveled, then they came home, toook baby, and me and rob went to rent freddy Vs. Jason and American Wedding. so we got home, me and rob watched Freddy Vs. Jason, then I fell asleep to American Wedding.
Saturday, I woke up late, ate some food, cleaned around the house, then slept until melanie called me. then i lazed around until they went and got me food. then we went to michaels, then to rob's moms, they werent home, so then we headed out to Jo anns, and then picked up Haley from practice, then went back to robs moms, played with the puppies, and went home. then my mom and baby went to bed, and me, haley, and rob watched American Wedding and made shirts.
SUNDAY!- I woke up at like, 8 and my dad picked me up for church at 8:45ish. then we went and picked up Daniel, getting lost on the way...then back to church to switch vehicles so i had to sit on a knob that kept going up my ass, then we went to catholic league at Divine Child and watched my Ley dance, they did gOoOoOod and Daniel wore a pink shirt for my sister:) we left there, went to my dad's for a bit, then went and got some pizza hut/taco bell and then picked up melanie. then took her back to my dad's where we did...nothing...hehe...stuff. then we had to take melaniea nd Daniel home:( If I was a witch, I would've made the day longer, alot longer, but it sucks to be a mortal human person:-/
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yesterday i had to go to a long mass. so the student council people had to sit in there homerooms until 9 while the rest of the school was at our regular mass.
so me emily melissa kristen and melanie stayed in ours and talked.
we left at 9:20ish and me, melanie V, Melanie P, Craig, Haley, Patrick, adn Amanda C all rode with mrs piszker. it was an adventure, we got lost, haha.
we got there, the homily was like a half hour long and me and craig and patrick almsot fell asleep.
we left and went to Wendy's. we were all sitting there ..in our uniforms.. and some chick came up and askked uf if we had a lighter. hahahahaahahha.
so then we made it back to school around 2 and all we had left to do was watc a movie. that was fun.:-/
so i came home and sat around, my dad called and he then took me out to eat at Vito's and whooped me in a game of pool.
then he took me to my scrimmage.
then i came home and talked onlne for a few, i guess that was fun...:-/
after that i called Melanie and vented...
today kinda sucked, i had alot on my mind.
i got practice tonight and thats about it.
butttttttttttttt.
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Bad Boy - Your ideal guy is the rebellious and
muscular bad boy. He's into living life outside
the lines - and having fun doing it.
Turn ons: You'll enjoy being wrapped up in those
biceps.
Turn offs: He might not always stay true to you,
and those motorcycle rides can seriously screw
up your hair!
What is your ideal type of guy? (With Pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla
i like the muscles part...:-/
well today completely sucked ass. It was just horrible, I completely failed my science presentation, me and melanie got into it, and then after practice my parents forgot me so i sat outside in shorts, a tanktop, and a light jacket for an hour. so thats always fun.
now i'm sitting here and doing nothing.
whatever.
I can't get warm, i have sweat pants on and a sweatshirt with a blnket and a heater drinking hot cocolate and my fingers are still nub, and remmeber this all happened like an hour and a half ago.
GRR!
Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
After all...
After all...
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Today was fun I guess.
I didn't do much, but it was a good day. I had basketball, yea, you know the routine.
Wish I told her how I felt
Maybe she'd be here right now
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
these four walls close in more every day
And I'm dyin' inside and nobody knows it
But me
Like a clown I put on a show
painted real, even though nobody knows
</b>And I'm cryin' inside and nobody knows it
But me</b>
Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missin' you and nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm b/r/o/k/e/n in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' in side
And nobody knows it but me
I lye awake it's a quater past three
Im screamin' at night if I thought you hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get, you could ask my heart
and like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now, you know, I'll be lovin' you still
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me
Tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the dusty roads
Gonna find you where ever, where ever you might go
And I'm gonna unload my <3heart<3 and hope you
Come back to me
Said the nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me...
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hahahahahahahaha.
thats very interesting considering some people like to call me the band camp girl
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[17 Jan 2004|01:28pm] |
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This my hot and sexy new journal, oh yes.
Veronica is going to fx the background...soon...hopefully:P
yea, to make this complete, I must put the song, haha.
Dirrty
Filthy
Nasty
Too dirrty to clean my act up
If you ain't dirrty... you ain't here to party!
Ladies move, gentlemen move
Somebody ring the alarm
A fire on the roof
Ring the alarm (And I'm throwin elbows)
I said ring the alarm (And I'm throwin elbows)
Ring the alarm (And I'm throwin elbows)
Ooh, I'm overdue
Gimme some room, I'm comin' through
Paid my dues, I'm in the mood
Me and my girls gonna shake the room
DJ's spinnin (show your hands)
And let's get dirrty (that's my jam)
I need that ... to get me off
Sweatin' till my clothes come off
It's explosive, speakers are thumpin'
Still jumpin', 6 in the morning
Table dancin', glasses are crashin'
No question, time for some action!
Temperature's up (Can you feel it?)
'Bout to erupt (so get)
Gonna get my girls
Get your boys
Gonna make some noise...
Gonna get rowdy
Gonna get a little unruly
Get it fired up in a hurry
Wanna get dirrty
It's about time that I came to start the party
Sweat drippin' over my body
Dancin' gettin' just a little naughty
Wanna get dirrty
It's about time for my arrival
Ahh, heat is up
So ladies, fellas, drop your cups
Body's hot from front to back
Move your ass, I like that
Tight hip huggers (low fo' sho')
Shake a little somethin' (On the floor)
I need that ... to get me off
Sweatin' till my clothes come off
Let's get open, cause a commotion
We're still goin', 8 in the morning
There's no stoppin', we keep it poppin'
Hard rockin', everyone's talkin'
Be all you got (give it to me)
Just hit the spot
Gonna get my girls
Get your boys
Gonna make some noise...
Rowdy
Gonna get a little unruly
Get it fired up in a hurry
Wanna get dirrty
It's about time that I came to start the party
Sweat drippin' over my body
Dancin' gettin' just a little naughty
Wanna get dirrty
It's about time for my arrival
Here it comes
It's the one you been waitin' on
Get up, get it up
Yo, that's what's up
Givin' just what you want to the maximum
Uh oh
Here we go
You can tell when the music starts to drop
That's when we take it to the parking lot
And I betcha somebody's gonna call the cops
Uh oh's, here we go's
Ohh... yeahh...
Gonna get rowdy
Gonna get a little unruly
Get it fired up in a hurry
Wanna get dirrty
It's about time that I came to start the party
Sweat drippin' over my body
Dancin' gettin' just a little naughty
Wanna get dirrty
It's about time for my arrival
Gonna get rowdy
Gonna get a little unruly
Get it fired up in a hurry
Wanna get dirrty
It's about time that I came to start the party
Sweat drippin' over my body
Dancin' gettin' just a little naughty
Wanna get dirrty
It's about time for my arrival
Wanna get rowdy
Let's get a little unruly
Wanna get dressed in a hurry
Let's get dirrty
It's about time that I came to start the party
Let's get a little unruly
Wanna get dressed in a hurry
Let's get dirrty
It's about time for my arrival
That a very arousing song;-)
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this is the shit...fo' sho'!
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